lately i've been having rough days.
i seriously am about to give up on my job.
let's face it - i'm not the worlds best teacher.
and yes i'm a rookie - but no it's not getting easier, it actually seems to be getting harder.
I did hear that these next two months is like "teacher depression" time and we all feel this way.
but i just don't even know if it's worth it. if i did this for the rest of my life - i would be an old hag by 35 no doubt about it.
the good news is only one more month until we move into our new place. it's frustrating knowing we have so much to buy while trying to save for a cruise but doing it together is really a blessing, colton is amazing and is always making sure i'm happy and that i still get everything i want (like my hair done and shopping trips) even though we are being tight asses with the wallets lately.
decorating is fun but i'm just annoyed that i can't actually do anything until we move in.
my parents are amazing and helping us out like buying us a tv and giving us their dining room table and an entertainment center. they really are the best people ever.
maybe i'm feeling down right now because i had the worlds worst day (coffee spill down me while walking into work, late to work, forgot classroom keys, got pulled over) and because i have a pounding headache and miss colton, wish he was here but he's at work! grrrrrr.
anyway - i will be back to my happy posts next time. there is so much to be happy/grateful about. loves.
p.s. i understand i didn't capitalize anything that should be capitalized on this post - just one of those days where i don't give a shit. haha.
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